泄。

Hello 

it is has been long time does not at here to post anything.

Today, i would like to release my stress, feeling or the unhappy at here .

Sometimes, i feel loss on my future

sometimes, i get most of the stress during my life

sometimes i feel unhappy when i trying to find others to talking , but it no response.

seem like has a lot of the friends, but no of the one can through listening ur mind, ur mood and ur heart.

Yesterday, dad suddenly has a catch a cold , as i am preparing for my exam of today.

I take the medicine to give him , and quickly let him take a rest . 

suddenly, i has a feeling when i seem this scene on my eyes, i feel dad are very tired and toilsome the whole of the day. i seem he always busy for the homework, has alot of the homework he need to do, he need to take care of the brother , as he has disease. 

dad do anything for us , for me 

trying to give most of the thing for family , for me 

but what i have done for my dad? what i have make what's things make his very proud of me ?

actually i think , that is NOTHING.

Everyday, I see he super tired the days and night

Everyday , i see he has a lot of the homework waiting for he done 

Everyday, i seem he no like before often going out yamcha with friends , most of the time are stay at home to take care of us . 

Everyday , i has been a lot of the time no seem he always kidding with me 

Everyday , i no more has the topic talking with him..

Suddenly , i feel i get ignore him during this half years

i ignore he need to help , he tired , i just do the things i want to do , do the things i interesting 

such as participate camp , participate a lot of the activity in school. often stay at room do the final project . no get closely with him , no try to chat with him , let him can tend to relax. 

i was wrong at this moments.

mayb it is too late , because dad not like happy than before

but leave is tired and worry ..

"时间都都去哪儿了，还没好好感受年轻就老了"

I will try my best to help u and accompany u and stand with u , my lovely dad. 

leave my 21 years old birthday still have 21days. 

who will be celebrate with me ?

and the friend i care about izit will celebrate with me oso?

i wish to create a birthday party, but cant under some of the reason . :(

who celebrate with me in my birthday , i thinks that's most important

thanks for my Super Best friend "Yi Li Gu'' early celebrate to me before she back to taiwan.

you are the first one celebrate to me , feel very proud and happy right? 

thanks everything u done to me , i appreciate has a friend like you .

i worry about tat i can't get Math credit on my SPM july paper

i worry about cannot get the diploma certificate without i does not get credit on my Spm result.

i start worry about that , but i am tring to do all my best .

 i has a lot of the emotional on today..

wish has the someone can do my ears, listen to my fears.

*Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.*