Hello
it is has been long time does not at here to post anything.
Today, i would like to release my stress, feeling or the unhappy at here .
Sometimes, i feel loss on my future
sometimes, i get most of the stress during my life
sometimes i feel unhappy when i trying to find others to talking , but it no response.
seem like has a lot of the friends, but no of the one can through listening ur mind, ur mood and ur heart.
Yesterday, dad suddenly has a catch a cold , as i am preparing for my exam of today.
I take the medicine to give him , and quickly let him take a rest .
suddenly, i has a feeling when i seem this scene on my eyes, i feel dad are very tired and toilsome the whole of the day. i seem he always busy for the homework, has alot of the homework he need to do, he need to take care of the brother , as he has disease.
dad do anything for us , for me
trying to give most of the thing for family , for me
but what i have done for my dad? what i have make what's things make his very proud of me ?
actually i think , that is NOTHING.
Everyday, I see he super tired the days and night
Everyday , i see he has a lot of the homework waiting for he done
Everyday, i seem he no like before often going out yamcha with friends , most of the time are stay at home to take care of us .
Everyday , i has been a lot of the time no seem he always kidding with me
Everyday , i no more has the topic talking with him..
Suddenly , i feel i get ignore him during this half years
i ignore he need to help , he tired , i just do the things i want to do , do the things i interesting
such as participate camp , participate a lot of the activity in school. often stay at room do the final project . no get closely with him , no try to chat with him , let him can tend to relax.
i was wrong at this moments.
mayb it is too late , because dad not like happy than before
but leave is tired and worry ..
"时间都都去哪儿了，还没好好感受年轻就老了"
I will try my best to help u and accompany u and stand with u , my lovely dad.
leave my 21 years old birthday still have 21days.
who will be celebrate with me ?
and the friend i care about izit will celebrate with me oso?
i wish to create a birthday party, but cant under some of the reason . :(
who celebrate with me in my birthday , i thinks that's most important
thanks for my Super Best friend "Yi Li Gu'' early celebrate to me before she back to taiwan.
you are the first one celebrate to me , feel very proud and happy right?
thanks everything u done to me , i appreciate has a friend like you .
i worry about tat i can't get Math credit on my SPM july paper
i worry about cannot get the diploma certificate without i does not get credit on my Spm result.
i start worry about that , but i am tring to do all my best .
i has a lot of the emotional on today..
wish has the someone can do my ears, listen to my fears.
*Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.*
